A major fuck-up

There was a major fuck-up and in college they told me tat I haven’t applied to take a test. So I will take that anatomy exam next time.  Also my sister told me that the exam was really hard.

What happened until now…

I will be brief.

So I meet some girl on some local fest, long story short I thought that she liked me and I was wrong. I realized that I should not be a friends with some people. And anatomy is soon.

About the girl, even my friends told me that she gave me signs that she liked me but it turns out that she is not into me.

Why can’t I have normal group of friends? But I am thankful that I have my bro! 

And one for the big guy upstairs: thank you for everything that you have blessed me with!

Just happened today.

The feels

So much has happened over the last month that I want to go back being a anti-social cunt with few good friends.

Friends and stuff

The following events took place 2 weeks ago before the exam of Histology and Embryology, by the way I have passed it!

It was the time of the soccer match between my country and one other. My sister had some arguments with Penelope. My sister asked her why she didn’t invite us to watch the game together since Penelope went out to watch it with another friend that we know. Penelope replied: “It is not my fault that you haven’t made any friends here..” and they stopped talking. After my sister told me what happened I posted this:

Some friends

Penelope has revealed her true nature and her second face.

I always considered her a true friend…

Well, turns out that Penelope told Francis that I think that he hangs out with me only because we study together. I only thought about it but never accepted it as truth, I never even thought about it until my sister told me that he hangs out with me only because we study together! I asked Francis to get some coffee and he refused it and sad that he has heard that I think that he hangs out with me only because we study together. Than my sister told me that Penelope must have told that to Francis as the truth, bitch.

If Francis was a real friend he would have accepted the coffee offer and deal with me as a man, but he acted as if he was an insulted woman. I called him 2 times and sent him a lot of messages but no reply.

Than Lilian came to me in my college town and I posted the previous post.

Other note: I am trying to forget some bad memories that haunt me. Briefly they are about my bad behavior that are results of social anxiety not rudeness, and some mistakes I have made.

MUST FORGET!

An interesting day

Well, a friend Lilian came in my college town yesterday and she is staying at my place. Today we went to a sacred plane to Christian religion and I was very disappointed. Mainly because they have turned it into a business. It is not something that should be taken advantage and make money on. I went in some shops and the employees were very aggressive to sell their goods. It was gross.

It was a little trip to blow some steam on.
I haven’t studied enough so I hope to get some sleep for tomorrow. Tomorrow we will go out and the day after she will leave the town.

Never invited

I often call Francis to go out and drink or to get some coffee but he rarely accepts. He always responds with:”I have some previous arrangements”. But he has stopped inviting me to go out with him and his friends.
It seems like I was good to him only when we needed me to study with…

I am really sad because I thought that we had a true friendship.

I should just go and drink by myself!

Got my second The walking dead book/comic and it has that new book smell!

It is a bit damaged but nothing too much…

Got my second The walking dead book/comic and it has that new book smell!

It is a bit damaged but nothing too much…

Some friends

Penelope has revealed her true nature and her second face.

I always considered her a true friend…